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I thought I was in better control. Fucking emotions... Sometimes I'd like to be rid of them once and for all! I'm sorry, Adam. I tried to....not let them get to me. Fuck! Why do things have to pile up all at once?! I could've handled things better if I hadn't just been worried to death over Dommie.
Now I'm stuck in bed. Dom is trying to show he's calm for my sake, but his eyes are full of worry. It's going to be fine. I keep telling him that, it's only ne being allergic to my own bloody emotions, but I know he would rather that I have them back under control. Which is why I'm listening, and not groaning about being stuck in bed.
There should be a rule that only one stressful thing can happen a day. Then I'd be fine.
Now I'm stuck in bed. Dom is trying to show he's calm for my sake, but his eyes are full of worry. It's going to be fine. I keep telling him that, it's only ne being allergic to my own bloody emotions, but I know he would rather that I have them back under control. Which is why I'm listening, and not groaning about being stuck in bed.
There should be a rule that only one stressful thing can happen a day. Then I'd be fine.