fuck yeah

[sean_a_beast]

i just wrote a tv pilot.
what is it you ask?
i cant tell you because its so fucking brilliant you'd steal it and take all the credit.

being sober sucks.
even if its just been for a week.
for me, it sucks.
alot.

i hate being sick.
cant eat
cant sleep
cant think
never being good enough for anyone.
oh and i mean everyone.

i will never be walked on again.
fuck that shit.
im better than that, even if everyone thinks im not.

my next book is hot.
seriously, i write a few sentences and i sweat because its really graphic and sexy.
i'll post as soon as i have something good enough, i gaurentee you'll blush.

i guess thats all for now.