Jun 21, 2005 15:56
talked to Erin today, had the oddest conversation
I was so out of it today, I acted like a complete drunk
my head had swelled up, because i bumped it and then the swelling went down, and then the skin kind of sagged down over my eye, and i look like the hunchback of notre dome, hopefully it will all go away by tomorrow
O and my hair was a disaster
Amanda cried in Band and i felt really bad, and didnt know what to say since i was sitting right next to her, i was stuck in such an awkward position, cuz i barely know her, and i never talk to her, and i just didnt know what to say, and i felt so bad
on the other hand, the really odd one, i went to look up male puberty for Biology, and boy didn't i find a crap load of stuff, it was really wierd, i found websites that talked about "anal stimulation while masterbating" and people talking about guys jacking off together, and for each other, and calling themselves straight afterwards, and even some that gave each other oral, and still called themselves straight, and that my friends is called denial of being bi. and then there was this thing that said that most guys while jackin' off think about other guys, and so they feel insecure, and feel like they might be gay, but that it is perfectly normal, and is a wide kept secret.
i was kind of blown, get it blown kidding, away by all the gay shit guys do with other guys and then deny them selves of gay pride
I got to take pictures of people tomorrow cuz i feel like it, so i'm going to try to remember my camera....
Geometry Final is tomorrow, and I need to get an 83 or higher, to get an A-, 90, and yet I'm studying for Bio Final on Friday, and trust me I really want to get an A in each class for my final Average, at least an A, but I won't be guaranteed anything
I just saw the tan line on my arm, and it basically looks worse, which is great....cuz i definately have pool parties coming up, so I need to open my pool this week, because it is almost done cleaning(I pray) and I will be able to go swimming and not look like a fool by those parties...hopefully
Erin's ass, nothing more to say. HAHA, you know what i'm talking about, and Lizzie too
No not you Erin Baglole