Life
so in just about 1 month i lose my girlfriend, my apartment, my job, and some things i didnt even realize i still wanted until recently. i dont know what to do anymore. nothing is the same as it was just 1 month ago. life gets turned upside down. what do you do? do you move on? do you give up and let it walk all over you? can anyone ever tell you how to make it better? would you listen if they could? i am lost, no clue which way to turn, i lost what made me, me. where do you go when you have nowhere left to turn? what did i do to deserve all the pain i have had in my life? i have tried to be a good a person. does the effort mean nothing? why is it that the good moments fade away so soon, and the bad stay around so long? why is it that no matter how many good things i do in my life they get forgotten right when i need forgiveness the most? why is it so hard to forgive the actions of a man who is scared he is losing everything important in his life? can you ever be forgiven when you get scared and make a mistake? can anyone answer even one of these?