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so yeah i was going going to do another ten things because i have alot on my mind... but i feel there is only one that needs to be said:
where the hell do you come off acting like you do? where do you come off saying things about people that aren't even true? where the hell do you come off saying one thing and then doing another? where the hell do you come off being the way you are? i hate how you say one thing then do another. i hate how you make me feel that i am right and then ten seconds later you are bad mouthing me and noticing all the "negative" things i do... please don't treat me like that. stop being a hypocrite and stop pretending like you like me. you dont and everytime we talk i know that more. you only hang out with me to hang out with other people and it bothers me. you dont care about me, i thought you did, but you don't. i feel like i am the last person in line and you dont care about anything else but what you want... peopel like you make me fear everyone else... you make me afraid of becomig friends with other people bc i fear that they take what i say and laugh about it behind my back... i hate that you make me feel like i cant trust anyone again and while i like hanging out wiht you i fear that you are only doing it out of duty and that you arent really my friend but just someone to talk to or use for your own devices... i do notice things more than you think i do and i focus on things..
i dont know i just dont know what to think of you...
where the hell do you come off acting like you do? where do you come off saying things about people that aren't even true? where the hell do you come off saying one thing and then doing another? where the hell do you come off being the way you are? i hate how you say one thing then do another. i hate how you make me feel that i am right and then ten seconds later you are bad mouthing me and noticing all the "negative" things i do... please don't treat me like that. stop being a hypocrite and stop pretending like you like me. you dont and everytime we talk i know that more. you only hang out with me to hang out with other people and it bothers me. you dont care about me, i thought you did, but you don't. i feel like i am the last person in line and you dont care about anything else but what you want... peopel like you make me fear everyone else... you make me afraid of becomig friends with other people bc i fear that they take what i say and laugh about it behind my back... i hate that you make me feel like i cant trust anyone again and while i like hanging out wiht you i fear that you are only doing it out of duty and that you arent really my friend but just someone to talk to or use for your own devices... i do notice things more than you think i do and i focus on things..
i dont know i just dont know what to think of you...