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Somtimes I wish I were a different person, a stronger person, or more of an ass hole. Sometimes I feel like that would be easier. Theres alot of things going on in my life. I feel bad that I cant be there for other people like I used to. That I can be their support, or sorce of confidence or whatever. I think that feeling migth be why I want to leave, I don't feel like I'm any use to anyone anymore. That sounds silly when I say it, but its kinda true.