Big.

[seamspd]

I'm about to begin a process which I never thought I'd ever do. I'm told it's going to be one of the hardest, most trying, and best experiences I'll never want to do again. I can't speak for it now, and I will never be able to, but if you see me in the next few days, weeks, months (however long it takes?) please understand that I'm either not myself at all, or the most myself I have ever been.

Thank you.

PS, I turned 20 a couple weeks ago. I never said anything about it, but it happened just to let you know.