in addition to the previous entry..
when his cousin said he was gonna go hang out with his girlfriend brent said "that's what I'm trying to do" that was friday. saturday night he made another comment about how im always so bright around him and he still cant imaigine me being unhappy. aaaand orion made me forget whatever it was i really wanted to say. samnit. oh yeah. friday when i was saying i missed sleeping with him and he said he missed sleeping with me too. i was trying to pi him down to get a def sleeping night this weekend. what he said is that if we didnt sleep together friday night or saturday night he'd definitely sleep with me sunday night. well slept together friday and saturday instead, hah. i dunno...i still feel like i annoy him..or at least yesterday...maybe its cuz i was drunk...i dunno...im gonna try to give him more space...just how long do i have to wait before he breaks and finally contacts me u know?