Oct 15, 2004 22:22
Lilly shot straight up from her bed, her heart was racing. "Only a nightmare", she told herself. It was only a nightmare she had, had 3 times already this week. Something needed to be changed. She wondered if today was the day her emotions would get the best of her. "Will I finally tell him?", she wondered "But how can I?". She laid awake letting her mind torture herself. Right now she still had that little hope of what may be. But what if it didnt go well, would things get worse? Is it worth it? He was slowly slipping away, they both knew it. There was nothing left to do. Lilly shuddered as she thought about what may happen. Nothing could calm her nerves now. She again fell into a deep sleep probably to dream of him again.
Just got back from hanging out with Colleen, Sophia, Laura, Joe and Calvin and a bunch of other band people. We went to Red Robin and I got the Red Robin to admit to me that he was a guy lol. He had nice legs for a guy but thats besides the point. After we went to Waldens but it was too crowded so we went back to my house to play games. It was so much fun!! We played Taboo, Calvin Sophia and Laura won by a lot!! It was still fun though. Colleen and I put on random things and ran around in them. And thats pretty much it for the evening I need to pack for fresno!!
Love,
Lindsey