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I find that not seeing him or talking to him is really helping me move on. Its almost impossible to completely push him from my mind but this is as close as its come. I hope he will be willing to be my friend after all this, I would understand if he didnt want to be. I should have waited but I couldnt. I cant believe ive become this cold. Im sorry if I hurt you but If you love me like you say you do you will understand I need this and forgive me for it later. Im asking for a lot I know but I can always hope right?
Marcus is scaring me. He runs out of class now just to walk with me. He knows nothing about me. If he is attracted to me is strictly physical and that makes me mad. There is so much more to a person then how they look. I should tell him now not to like me. I mean even if I did like him (which I dont) I dont think I can even think about dating anyone until I figure out a few things. I wonder if this is how he feels. If so Im a horrible hypocritical person.
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love, and be loved in return."
Marcus is scaring me. He runs out of class now just to walk with me. He knows nothing about me. If he is attracted to me is strictly physical and that makes me mad. There is so much more to a person then how they look. I should tell him now not to like me. I mean even if I did like him (which I dont) I dont think I can even think about dating anyone until I figure out a few things. I wonder if this is how he feels. If so Im a horrible hypocritical person.
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love, and be loved in return."