Oct 17, 2004 20:41
I'm very sick. I'm being rude to Cosmin :-( I'm trying to help but I think its coming off as being rude, sorry Cosmin. Will I go to school tomorrow? I really want to, If I do I will see all the people who always seem to make me smile. If I don't I will get much needed sleep and mb become not so sick? I don't know what to do. I don't know what I would do without Serena, Joe, Cosmin, Colleen, and Jordy. Jordan I have been trying to push you away for about a month but you just kept trying to understand me and be my friend. It actually meant a lot to me. Colleen youre just way to awesome now that I think about it all my friends are awesome. But Cosmin and Joe there is nothing you two wouldn't do for me and there is nothing I wouldn't do for you two. Seriously you have always been there for me and I plan on always being there for you. Serena since the first grade!!! No one could ever replace you you two have always been there for me. Thank you guys. You make my days so much better.
Wow lol I cant believe I wrote that Sick Lindsey = even more weird Lindsey.
Oh well if you dont know what a weird person I am by now you should.
Another thing. I saw a car accident today. Not it happen but the aftermath of it. This man didnt wear his seatbelt and was flung out of his vehicle. Blood was all over the road. There was blood all over him. I just watched him. It looked like he was taking his last few breaths. every breath he took his whole body lifted and sank, he was really fighting. It was so horrible. It just made me think about how wonderful life is and how if were not careful it could end in a second. Why is it that everything I hold so important seems like its so easy to lose? And eventually I will lose my life I mean everyone does. But when I hear about car accidents it makes me really sad. It seems like no one realizes what is important in life. One of my friends today was talking about someone he knew who got in an accident and how it was too bad cuz he had a really nice car!!! I was just thinking no... it should be wow he was really lucky he is still alive. who cares about a car? That can be replaced a life cannot. :-( That makes me sad I think I should go to bed and stop writing lol.
~Lindsey