Feb 25, 2007 14:36
no one will talk to me anymore. I am mildy depressed about it.
I am going to go to sleep ina few minutes, and then I am going to spend all night tinight into tomorrow morning forgetting about it... The good old fashioned way- work.
suck.
Anyway, I think that maybe I ahould just stay away from everyone- besides the people who I will obviously spending time with; Kim, Jake, Aaron, Jakie, my mom, my co-workers, etc.
I think this is probably one of those times that people are just orbiting slowly away form eachother. The bad part about all of that is that things are probably going to be very boring until school starts in April, considering that I work at four in the morning and sleep until eight or nine at night including the weekend days. The upside to all of this is that it will give my tired bones a chance to rest up and build some agression that will be released with fury in April- when life goes back to the crazy summer mindset. When everthing is sunny, when the leaves begin to bud on the trees and the birds come back. When everyone mistakes the spring for the summer and goes crazy until the real summer comes in full swing and we all only become more exited!
Camping, the Pacific ocean (hopefull enjoyed fully on the coast of California), parties every night, lazy days that melt awaywith not much more accomplisjed than drinking at the beach and disregarding all responsibilty.
Life.