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Today is a very important day because not only do I have a feeling I’m getting my hearing back but school is ending soon! We’ll be free as freaking birds to do whatever the hell we want! With all the stuff that has happened to us so far I think we all finally deserve a break! I got super awesome plans for my break too! With the apartment being so boring I’m going to get myself another job and get back into some things that I should have kept up with! Kendo being one of them, another is I think I’m going to start taking some dance lessons! Hip-hop!
Hmm! At the dance I started to feel more of the music in my head and body! Does anyone know what I mean? It sort of just bubbled up inside me and burst like crazy. I could hear it faintly I think I’m finally starting to get better! Which is awesome because I seriously thought I was going crazy from not having any music to listen too. I was told by this lady once that if you loose a sense your other ones get heightened! I wonder if that is true.
Goodbye school year! Good riddance!
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All I really can do is keep smiling! I’ve been doing it for years no matter what I feel so I don’t really see what the difference is from not doing it now. I feel like things are changing and I’m so used to it I think I’m just going to go with it. I’m so frustrated!!
The faculty keep saying I’m going to have a hard time coming back to school next year for my last year! I can’t believe this! I know missing a lot of school this year was a bad idea but just not coming back?! I almost dropped out of school already! UGH! I want to punch them all in the face and make them let me stay for the last year.
Not going to admit to anyone I can’t make it through. NO WAY AM I GOING TO GET ANYONE IN MY FACE FOR THAT. So what if I can’t finish my schooling. I’ll find out something else and show them all up!
It’s time to go look at what dad left me...
I feel so lonely. Just smile. It’s what you do best Naruto.
Sasuke. Sakura. I--
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Hmm! At the dance I started to feel more of the music in my head and body! Does anyone know what I mean? It sort of just bubbled up inside me and burst like crazy. I could hear it faintly I think I’m finally starting to get better! Which is awesome because I seriously thought I was going crazy from not having any music to listen too. I was told by this lady once that if you loose a sense your other ones get heightened! I wonder if that is true.
Goodbye school year! Good riddance!
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All I really can do is keep smiling! I’ve been doing it for years no matter what I feel so I don’t really see what the difference is from not doing it now. I feel like things are changing and I’m so used to it I think I’m just going to go with it. I’m so frustrated!!
The faculty keep saying I’m going to have a hard time coming back to school next year for my last year! I can’t believe this! I know missing a lot of school this year was a bad idea but just not coming back?! I almost dropped out of school already! UGH! I want to punch them all in the face and make them let me stay for the last year.
Not going to admit to anyone I can’t make it through. NO WAY AM I GOING TO GET ANYONE IN MY FACE FOR THAT. So what if I can’t finish my schooling. I’ll find out something else and show them all up!
It’s time to go look at what dad left me...
I feel so lonely. Just smile. It’s what you do best Naruto.
Sasuke. Sakura. I--
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