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Haven't updated in a while. Been reading people's posts but other than that not been doing much.
Whitby was good, different to last year, but in a good way, even the evil 5 hours train journey wasn't too bad.
Have come back and its all finally dawning on me how little I've done in terms of uni stuff, mainly because i don't understand any of it. Why on why did i let myself get talked out of dropping out at Christmas, and then not do anything about it back in March. My plan was to see my tutor today to talk to him about what i should do, but his office hour for the week was yesterday, so i now have to wait til next week before I can do anything about it. I just want out, i know it seems a bit late, but the truth is I don't understand any of it, haven't done at any point this year and I tried saying that. I mean I had someone from work say that surely if i wanted to drop out at christmas they must have realised that I wasn't getting stuff and so should have helped me/given me more support. However it seems uni doesn't work like that. I don't want to sit the exams cause its not gonna do me any good, I know I won't be able to pass any of them, not even the one subject that I enjoyed, and if that happens then i'll get stuck with a summer full of re-takes of which I won't be able to pass, so a waste of time. I just want a summer of not stressing and to start it all again in october.
Whitby was good, different to last year, but in a good way, even the evil 5 hours train journey wasn't too bad.
Have come back and its all finally dawning on me how little I've done in terms of uni stuff, mainly because i don't understand any of it. Why on why did i let myself get talked out of dropping out at Christmas, and then not do anything about it back in March. My plan was to see my tutor today to talk to him about what i should do, but his office hour for the week was yesterday, so i now have to wait til next week before I can do anything about it. I just want out, i know it seems a bit late, but the truth is I don't understand any of it, haven't done at any point this year and I tried saying that. I mean I had someone from work say that surely if i wanted to drop out at christmas they must have realised that I wasn't getting stuff and so should have helped me/given me more support. However it seems uni doesn't work like that. I don't want to sit the exams cause its not gonna do me any good, I know I won't be able to pass any of them, not even the one subject that I enjoyed, and if that happens then i'll get stuck with a summer full of re-takes of which I won't be able to pass, so a waste of time. I just want a summer of not stressing and to start it all again in october.