blindsided

[seafoamblues]

title: blindsided
pairing: kyungsoo/yifan (past kyungsoo/zitao & mentioned chanyeol/jongdae)
rating: pg-13
length: ~7,590 words
warnings: references to minor past character death, age gap/age reversal (kyungsoo is older, yifan is younger), mentions of depression, angst, sexual references
summary: yifan may be the inspiration kyungsoo needs to (

Comments

[zeroseven_]

okay i’m sure it was fully intentional but i totally didn’t realize that kyungsoo was blind till the part where he needs junmyeon to read his fanmail to him and i was like PHWOAH HOLD UP WTF so i had to go reread it from the top so that i could go “WELL DUH HOW COULD I NOT HAVE SEEN THIS COMING!!!!?!?!” but yes brilliant foreshadowing on your part /slowclaps

service dogs now remind me of luhan in the witness ;_; i love dogs i wish i could have seven puppies to cuddle with ;_; service dogs are awesome i hope yifan loves kyungsoo's service dog so much kyungsoo and rou rou get jealous and rou rou bonds so much with kyungsoo that he's junior service dog awwwwwwwwwww i just love dogs so much ;_______;

also I LOVE JUNMYEON i get a little sad because he's always written as this naggy annoying person that keeps smiling as he's poking you till you wanna crush him into a tiny ball and throw him away BUT I LOVE JUNMYEON and also he can be a naggy little shit so ._. my junmyeonnie being kyungsoo's punching bag .___. it's been hard on you my love ._____.

THAT MOMENT OF HESITATION during their first meeting I DIDNT THINK ANYTHING OF IT THE FIRST TIME BUT NOW I KNOW ANd like i first assumed it was hesitation because you don't really know how to treat a blind person? because they say you should always wait for them to take your arm instead of taking theirs? but then it's like weird because they're feeling for you??? so i thought it was this hesitation BUT IT WAS BECAUSE YIFAN HAD A CRUSH ISNT IT?????!?!!? i can't believe yifan tried to recommend kyungsoo's book to kyungsoo - very smooth you giant baby but like with kyungsoo's little tirade about how bad he thinks his writing is, yifan must have been able to see a little into kyungsoo's life and thoughts and feelings? like, just the way kyungsoo said it: so matter of fact, monotone just like he was saying 1+1=2? surely yifan would out two and two together to deduce that there was something up with kyungsoo? prolly intruguied him even more, trying to find his way round the maze of a favorite author's mind

shit i forgot how smooth yifan is here with the latte art and the owl and big eyes and WIPING OFF FOAM FROM SOO'S LIP LIKE SLOW DOWN THERE MATEY man youngsters really have no fear lol

MAN THE FIRST CALL YIFAN MADE SHIT when i first read it i thought he was just being weird and like, earn some boy scout badges BUT NOW I SEE HE WANTED TO BE WITH HIS FAV WRITER AND TRY TO FIGURE HIM OUT AND HELP HIM AND FLIRT A LITTLE TOO OMGGGGGGG yifan rambling about doggy play dates what a loser i love him

chanyeol is a loser too i can't believe he stalked yifan's facebook AND DIDNT EVEN TRY TO DESCRIBE HIS FACE what kinda horrible best friend is he??? and i can't believe you made kyungsoo know some chinese and recognize some chinese songs because of tao YOURE HEARTLESS BRO

i can’t believE YOU pUT AGE GAP INTO THIS REVERSE AGE GAP HOLD ME NOW HOW COULD YOU yifan the giant baby and kyungsoo the blind writer omg I CANT BELIEVE YOU MADE KYUNGSOO OLDER /WEEPS (so does kyungsoo top in this or what because like kyungsoo is blind so like, he’ll literally have to feel his way around yifan’s body like HEEHEEHEE ITS NOT EVEN TEASING BC HE’LL LITERALLY HAVE TO BRUSH HIS FINGERS ACROSS YIFANS CHEST TO FIND AND RUB HIS NIPPLES HAHAHEEHEEHOHOHOHOHO) (AND I MEAN KYUNGSOO WOULD LITERALLY HAVE TO MASSAGE YIFANS ASS TO FINALLY KNOW WHERE TO PUSH HIS LUBED UP FINGERS IN FUCK I’M DYING IN MY PARENTHESIS HERE SEND HELP) (AND ALSO YIFAN MAKING SURE HES LOUDER THAN USUAL BC HE NEEDS KYUNGSOO TO KNOW HOW GOOD HES MAKING HIM FEEL MOTHERFUCKING PLS STOP ME THIS IS KILLING ME) (KYUNGSOO REACHING A HAND TOWARDS YIFANS FACE BECAUSE HE WANTS TO "SEE" YIFANS FACE AS HE CREEPS TOWARD HIS ORGASM BUT HIS FINGERS SOMEHOW END UP IN YIFAN MOUTH AND YIFAN SUCKS HUNGRILY ON THEM WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF IM KILLING MYSELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF SPAWN OF THE MOTHERFUCKING DEVIL)

[zeroseven_]

HOW COULD YOU MAKE YIFAN HIS MUSE LIKE JUST HAVING YIFAN PHYSICALLY THERE AND WORDS FLY FROM KYUNGSOO'S FINGERS?????!?!?!?!???!?? WHAT IS THIS BLACK MAGIC YOU SPEAK OF??!???!!??!!!!? fuck i can't deal with the image i love it when couples do shit like this like they don't even need to talk to each other or do the same thing together but somehow being in the same room being in the presence of each other helps them unwind and be like happpy??? I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE

and also (now that you know i’m commenting on this quite a while after i read it :x) i read a few kyungsoo fics after i finished reading yours and for split seconds after kyungsoo did or said or saw something i was like, “WTF ISNT HE SUPPOSED TO BE BLIND???!!?!?!” then my brain catches up and i’m all “oh oops different fic mY BAD” - that’s it that’s all i wanted to tell you this is where my anecdote ends; there’s no point to it.

[seafoamblues]

homy go od od alicia when i said i wanted feedback I DIDN'T MEAN A COMMENT AS LONG AS THE FIC ITSELF HAHAHA FUCK
like wow, i am touched you took the time to write all this omg ;_______________; omg alicia ;_______; ;____; ;_________;
thank you so much *snugs*
hahaha i said he was blind in my author's note!!! :P
chi chi is definitely based off of the dog from the witness lol
i guess yifan did have a crush... okay yes definitely lol he was enraptured by kyungsoo the first time he saw him in the bookstore and curious about his condition. he knew something was up and wanted to help in whatever way he could. he could also sense that kyungsoo was lonely and was still suffering from the accident. he knew ksoo had gotten into an accident and that's why he wasn't writing anymore but he didn't know the details (that he went blind, that his boyfriend died etc). he felt compelled to take care of him and treat him how he deserved to be treated, like a prince lol
omg the smut ALICIA i actually tweetficced a smut scenario for this fic with a friend but idk if she ever compiled the tweets lol. i think they switch?? yifan wanted ksoo to top but he also wanted to take care of ksoo too and ~make love to him~
god im dying tho the fingers in the mouth djfuffkc ufkc feeling around his ass FEELING UP HIS ENTIRE BODY eventually ksoo memorizes yifan's body lol
omo that's so cute ;;
alicia thank you!!!!! i'm really glad you liked it ;O;