A Long...Interesting Weekend
Friday was one of the wierdest days of my life. I woke up at 4:30, said an obligatory prayer, and realized I still had a lot of time left till school. Normally I watch VH1 and eat breakfast, and do homework I didn't do.... But Friday, for some reason, I checked my old email, hoping to see Kevin emailing me. He didn't, but then I saw Steph's "private" conffession. And I was like blown away. So maybe that's why the day seemed so wierd, cause I was shellshocked.
Well I head off to school, and I sit by Amber, we used to sit together a lot, but then Lindsay came, and I sat next to her more. So yes..that was strange. I love talking to Amber, I feel like I can tell her anything. She's so cool, though she can't keep secrets well. She's the only person I told about Steph forgiving me. I feel it's a private thing, isn't it Journal? That is between me and her.
Anyhoo, I get to school, and Lindsey-Iverson, my math teacher is back. Something you need to know is....I used to hate her. Hate her with a passion. Something about her just makes me mad, and apparently everyone else in the world too. Today, I saw that. That she is just a teacher, someone trying to do her best, and me making smart assed comments, doesn't help her. I figured out I should just be kind. So I was, and I learned for the first time, because I gave her a chance.
Wouldn't that be great, if everyone in the world, just closed their eyes for a second on a person they hated, and saw them as a person. Just like everyone else, and gave them another chance?
Well, then I go off to 2nd period, and take a test that was designed to cause stress. Then we go off for a walk, come back, and the stress is relieved. Unfortuantly, I figured out the point of the exercise when we began the walk, and so was still stressed....^_^
Third period ensues, and we learn more about the Greek's. And I see a clip from Brother Where Art Thou? I so need to see that movie. I love the music the "Sirens" sing. "You and me and the Devil makes three..." Mmm mmm goodness. That and the fact I got to sit behind Melissa Mcdoogle, for some reason I find her ridiculously attractive.
Fourth period, and they tell me I get first lunch today, because 2nd lunch, I'll be helping set up for the Assembly.
So I go down, buy lunch, and go back upstairs. I try and sit with the drama buffs, but I just don't fit in with them. I actually think they don't like me. I mean, who would like a creepy kid who just hangs on the sidelines and doesn't talk? *sighs* Wouldn't it be great if life had a rewind button? I'd have said something outrageously witty, and they would have loved me forever...or at least that's the hope.
But then I met Lindsay, she follows me because she sits alone at lunch, and I introduce her to Luke and his friends. Which by the way Luke and Meleah broke up. But I didn't learn that till later that day.
Fifth period I just learned writing relieves stress. But fifth was earlier in the day, damned bell schedule.
Helping set up for the assembly pissed me off. I'm stronger than half of ASB and so I get made a pack mule. I think I earned the respect of my fellow council men when I lifted something up by myself that four other people couldn't. But most of the people on ASB are corrupt jerks who don't give a damn about the people, and I really don't care if they respect me or not. So since I was pissed at being a packmule I went upstairs into the library to grab a table. *I could have just went to the office* And I snap at Rachel and Renata who tell me they might not be able to make it this Sunday to LQ, I say in a nasty tone, that "It's alright." Nasty tones are about as mean as I get these days, but it still makes me mad when I do lose my cool.
But then strange people, who I'd helped in the past, help me lift the table down. It was cool.
I don't remember rehearsal, but I remember meeting a girl I hadn't met since the beganing of the school year, and some of the "Pit" people, telling me they want to see me naked. They were smoking though, so I think their opnions were less than pure, though it was funny when they told Amber, about their ambition to see me naked. I also remember driving home with Sarah and Ryan Wilson yelling about "THE THIVILIZER...oooh yah!"
Getting home at 5:30, I just want to kick off my shoes and relax. When who should appear at my door, then Luke Alger, telling me that I invited him to a party that night. I had totally forgotten about it, and so had to beg my mom for a ride. She gives it to me, and we get to the party. And that's when things get wierd....Part Two of my wierd day begins in the next post.
Well I head off to school, and I sit by Amber, we used to sit together a lot, but then Lindsay came, and I sat next to her more. So yes..that was strange. I love talking to Amber, I feel like I can tell her anything. She's so cool, though she can't keep secrets well. She's the only person I told about Steph forgiving me. I feel it's a private thing, isn't it Journal? That is between me and her.
Anyhoo, I get to school, and Lindsey-Iverson, my math teacher is back. Something you need to know is....I used to hate her. Hate her with a passion. Something about her just makes me mad, and apparently everyone else in the world too. Today, I saw that. That she is just a teacher, someone trying to do her best, and me making smart assed comments, doesn't help her. I figured out I should just be kind. So I was, and I learned for the first time, because I gave her a chance.
Wouldn't that be great, if everyone in the world, just closed their eyes for a second on a person they hated, and saw them as a person. Just like everyone else, and gave them another chance?
Well, then I go off to 2nd period, and take a test that was designed to cause stress. Then we go off for a walk, come back, and the stress is relieved. Unfortuantly, I figured out the point of the exercise when we began the walk, and so was still stressed....^_^
Third period ensues, and we learn more about the Greek's. And I see a clip from Brother Where Art Thou? I so need to see that movie. I love the music the "Sirens" sing. "You and me and the Devil makes three..." Mmm mmm goodness. That and the fact I got to sit behind Melissa Mcdoogle, for some reason I find her ridiculously attractive.
Fourth period, and they tell me I get first lunch today, because 2nd lunch, I'll be helping set up for the Assembly.
So I go down, buy lunch, and go back upstairs. I try and sit with the drama buffs, but I just don't fit in with them. I actually think they don't like me. I mean, who would like a creepy kid who just hangs on the sidelines and doesn't talk? *sighs* Wouldn't it be great if life had a rewind button? I'd have said something outrageously witty, and they would have loved me forever...or at least that's the hope.
But then I met Lindsay, she follows me because she sits alone at lunch, and I introduce her to Luke and his friends. Which by the way Luke and Meleah broke up. But I didn't learn that till later that day.
Fifth period I just learned writing relieves stress. But fifth was earlier in the day, damned bell schedule.
Helping set up for the assembly pissed me off. I'm stronger than half of ASB and so I get made a pack mule. I think I earned the respect of my fellow council men when I lifted something up by myself that four other people couldn't. But most of the people on ASB are corrupt jerks who don't give a damn about the people, and I really don't care if they respect me or not. So since I was pissed at being a packmule I went upstairs into the library to grab a table. *I could have just went to the office* And I snap at Rachel and Renata who tell me they might not be able to make it this Sunday to LQ, I say in a nasty tone, that "It's alright." Nasty tones are about as mean as I get these days, but it still makes me mad when I do lose my cool.
But then strange people, who I'd helped in the past, help me lift the table down. It was cool.
I don't remember rehearsal, but I remember meeting a girl I hadn't met since the beganing of the school year, and some of the "Pit" people, telling me they want to see me naked. They were smoking though, so I think their opnions were less than pure, though it was funny when they told Amber, about their ambition to see me naked. I also remember driving home with Sarah and Ryan Wilson yelling about "THE THIVILIZER...oooh yah!"
Getting home at 5:30, I just want to kick off my shoes and relax. When who should appear at my door, then Luke Alger, telling me that I invited him to a party that night. I had totally forgotten about it, and so had to beg my mom for a ride. She gives it to me, and we get to the party. And that's when things get wierd....Part Two of my wierd day begins in the next post.