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[seachildwilts]

i'm hanging with josh
my boyfriend my bf my bestie

no more partying just being a dork on facebook,
writing in our journals,
sexing,
and eating sushi.

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anyway i stopped taking my lithium & neurotin
results: freaky anxiety
i felt like my eyes were detaching themselves
falling out of my head
fuzzy brained & depersonalizing
it wasn't enlightenment,
it was neurosis & ridden with anxiety & prickles & poo.
i hate it.
so i took my lithium & neurotin today
results:
no more falling eyeballs

i'm not used to these meds,
usually i take like-valium/klonopin/xanax/ativan
but the doctor said i might be addicted
yeah no.
well i'm just blubbering blabbering

also this was like a month ago:



i need to lose weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean, now
so i can look like that again ^^
about ten pounds i daresay, i daresay