May 01, 2004 10:19
last night was really silly. it started out nice but then bad things kept happening...especially for john. uhh yeah. its ok though. <3 <3 love you
i talked to my stepsister ashley and by talking to her realized things about me and stuff that are sorta scary cause i dont want to change things..but i think things that i feel...oh i cant say anything else but yeah.
i miss dale already. haha. she will have lots of fun in georgia. the people seem really cool where she used to live.
ive been talking to lauren and i feel so bad for her and i miss her so much...everything will be cool again though and we have to see eachother soon. <3 malc <3 yeah.
its really weird ive been having these feelings lately where i want to do something different and new and have good changes..but then i think about how i love what i do have and maybe i shouldnt worry about what could be better. but anyways, i dont know...thats all
-sea
oh yes and zena you should do what i told you to hahaha <3