Jun 14, 2004 21:16
I NEED TO APOLOGIZE FOR THE WORDS AND ACTIONS I HAVE TAKEN WITHIN THE LAST FEW MONTHS. WHEN I MOVED TO OLYMPIA, I HAVE MET SOME EXCELLENT PEOPLE. SOME OF THESE PEOPLE I HAVE MET HAVE BEEN THEIR THROUGH SOME HARD TIMES AND I JUST WANNA APPRECIATE THEM RIGHT NOW.
Ever since I moved to Olympia I have held a grudge toward the town and some people. I used to live in California, where I was a generally happy person. I had/have great friends, great hang-outs, and went to a great school. I loved it!! I had a great time. I was tan, happy, and pretty healthy. After living in California for all of my life, i moved to Olympia. Olympia is very different. A different attitude, different people, different fads/styles, etc.
I have been reserved to enjoying myself in Olympia. The last year and a half has been extremely hard for me. Lots of changes has happened to me, friends and family. In other terms: Lots of Drama!!!
I have come to terms that I now live in Olympia and i need to have fun. I have been an ass to some people and Maybe in regards to the anonymous poster, I may appear to think I'm, better than other people. This is a result of low self esteem. I DO NOT THINK I"M BETTER THEN ANYONE. EVERYONE HAS THEIR TIME TO SHINE!!! All of my friends have something to be proud of! They are all pretty fucking remarkable! They all have individual styles, etc.
I love my friends. Again, I'm sorry! I want the last few days at school to be good! Thanks for listening.
PS. Kara and Asuka: I'm specifically sorry for some of the stuff i have said towards you. In regards to your music and clothing and other stuff. I've acted like an asswhole and i really value your friendships.