ugh...
ok so hmm...really odd things have been going on latly... everythings really just uhh strange i guess. people are just really weird latly and its just really different. ::trying to be vague:: so anyway i really wish MB was next week. summers gonna be like over by the time i get back but there'll definitly b a party at the rock residence b4 its over. im gonna need to get trashed at least once again b4 school. these past few days have been really fun. 2day we went 2 olive garden b4 josh left then went 2 CCC and hung 4 a bit, listened to some music ( i stole josh's black n milds :o) )after we went 2 rach's for a while but i had 2 get home and pack. then josh left for his 5 hour drive home...sux 4 him. he gave me a belt b4 he left, im guessing it was 2 remind me of him?? not like he won't be back in 3 weeks, possibly moving back when he comes. things are gonna change. im not sure if im ready for it. im not sure a few of us are but yea...i need to get my head cleared cause the sec. im not doing something its going 183738 miles an hour and its exhausting.