why me...

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i slept 3 hours last night which im actually suprised at that, my head was going 23987562 miles an hour and it suc'd.

i feel like crying

i feel like dieing

i feel cheap

i feel used

i feel crushed

i feel wrong

i feel right

i feel guilty

i feel empty

i feel confused

i feel angry

i feel stupid

i feel foolish

i feel low

i feel miserable

i feel hurt

i feel unforgiving

i feel sick

i feel depressed

i feel tired

i feel awake

but most of all i'm just sad and its not a good feeling. lifes not fair and i guess i need to deal with it...:o/