Oct 15, 2006 23:01
This entry is not only public, but only viewable viea accessing my personal front end journal entry page.
Its subtitle will be: " You have the most unbelivable blue eyes I have ever seen..."
which is a song lyric.
What I wanted to say is; that even in the most ultimate of sadnesses, of lost loves and unreturned in heartbreak you can find such an incredible peace.
Of well being and of love - it is a consulation prize when what you want is something you'll never have, but sometimes, that is not important.
The importance is the wisdom, the knowledge, the strength of will and trust in God to go forward.
I have suffered loss more than I should have desired, but it only helps to expand my capacity as a human, making me stronger than I'd be otherwise.
I miss you, truely I do - I miss a thousand intangible imposiblities. But the void of them no longer weilds its spirit crusing powers.
I wish I didn't miss you, but that is okay.
Setting a bird free, means there is one more flutter of wings active in the sky - one more joyful reason to look up to You and say "I love You, when may I come home."