From a younger day

Feb 17, 2006 23:56

This is my atempt to record, while shreading awyenofrivendel

"My world.

This, my journal, is my thoughts.
Some are written for show.
Some ‘enhanced’ a bit.
Some not altogether true
Some pure unadultred thoughts.

You come here and I take you into my heart
Knowing that it is your part
Knowing that you trespass on my privacy
This action binds you to my life.

Through my journal, you live a part of me.
My pain becomes yours in a little way.
My experience becomes yours.

But it does not become yours to share.
You, by sharing, violate that bond.
A bond you unwittingly signed (in your heart)
Your reading this is proof of your acceptance.

But your behavior is not mine to control.
You live with the decisions you make.
You live with the persons you hurt.
And I live with mine.

But there is something I have that you don’t.
Mine, is the control of this journal.
Yours is the curiosity to read.

And much to your disadvantage is what you don’t see.
For what you don’t see may explain what you do see.
And by reading you, as a public viewer, could not know the difference.

But despite what I’ve said, may you still continue to read.
Knowing full well you journey into my heart
You invade my privacy, do your part.

If you were unaware and are entries you can not see. And I make a lot of entries... and it is thouse that speak more truth than if they did not have them there.

If your reading anonymously and I know you personally you should, by all fairness, let me know.


;)"
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