i suck at writing in this thing.

[sea_of_doubts]

i can't believe i barely write in this anymore.

i remember when i was still in highschool writing in this because i knew someone would read it and care about my life.

i recently wrote a little diddy that i know will turn into a full length song with time...

it sounds kind of country though.

"Every Guy i start to like has a girlfriend,
and every Boy not taken is a slut,
and every Man made for me is dealing with his homosexuality,
and there is no one left (in palm springs) to love me."

ain't it the truth?

if my career isn't reason enough to get out of here, by god my sex/love life is and has been down the shitter for quite . i compromise who i am constantly for all these loser guys with NO BIG DREAMS. I have big dreams in case journal you haven't noticed.

i have recorded 8 songs live....its not the end but i need to get someone with itunes to put it on their computer for me so i can put it on myspace.

i need to go though.

its 3...

and i need to either call allie or get in my shower which requires me getting on the bus and going home.

<333 Miss Stone