Mother's advice
i saw my mom this weekend when i went to palm springs.
i love my mother so much she is my everything i can't even explain how much i love her in words.
i told her about my situation with life right now....and everything that led up to this point.
she wrote my a letter while i was on the computer doing orders for her business.
this is the letter.
it might make you cry...if you know and love my mom.
Symara,
When I was your age I started stuffing my feelings. They hurt so much I just kept them quiet but i was overeating as some other deterrant. I didn't drink too much but the other cloaking : i was food stuffing the inner voice throughout life, spiritual souls face this when we need to learn to tap into spiritual bliss. Try to find the things in your life which tap your inner spirit. Do the things which allow you to hear it. Tis is like a heavenly immersion.
Here are the things i learned to do:
1. write feelings in a diary every day
2.steer clear of alcohol or sugary stuff
3.connect with deep spiritual friends who dont stuff feelings in any way
4. do yoga and walking...or DANCE!
5. call me a release all inner pain/ i forgive any mistakes having made some at your age too
6. express through your musical soul..
you are so creative my guess is this will help you release pain.
7. try to spend 15 mins- 1 hour quietly sitting in inner meditation- allow your feelings to just flow observing then on your heavenly shelf.
I love you Sweethear ...( with a heart exclamation point)
Mommy
by my mom helping me..she helps herself...and i know she'll regain her memory. she has to. it just wouldn't be right.
on a side note...im going to try to come see how to be :emo!!
good luck desert buds with everything!
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i love my mother so much she is my everything i can't even explain how much i love her in words.
i told her about my situation with life right now....and everything that led up to this point.
she wrote my a letter while i was on the computer doing orders for her business.
this is the letter.
it might make you cry...if you know and love my mom.
Symara,
When I was your age I started stuffing my feelings. They hurt so much I just kept them quiet but i was overeating as some other deterrant. I didn't drink too much but the other cloaking : i was food stuffing the inner voice throughout life, spiritual souls face this when we need to learn to tap into spiritual bliss. Try to find the things in your life which tap your inner spirit. Do the things which allow you to hear it. Tis is like a heavenly immersion.
Here are the things i learned to do:
1. write feelings in a diary every day
2.steer clear of alcohol or sugary stuff
3.connect with deep spiritual friends who dont stuff feelings in any way
4. do yoga and walking...or DANCE!
5. call me a release all inner pain/ i forgive any mistakes having made some at your age too
6. express through your musical soul..
you are so creative my guess is this will help you release pain.
7. try to spend 15 mins- 1 hour quietly sitting in inner meditation- allow your feelings to just flow observing then on your heavenly shelf.
I love you Sweethear ...( with a heart exclamation point)
Mommy
by my mom helping me..she helps herself...and i know she'll regain her memory. she has to. it just wouldn't be right.
on a side note...im going to try to come see how to be :emo!!
good luck desert buds with everything!
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