fracckaas!

[sea_of_doubts]

i had such a great weekend this week....i just got back to my real self and my real pattern of thinking.
i was in a trance for awhile...caught under someone else's wishes.
i got my amp back from cody's..and although we are friends...i just can't continue to see him. i can't pretend any longer.
and.... i met another boy. loraa introduced us.
his name is david heart.
he is so hyped on life like me and its wonderful.
the only thing is he lives in laguna beach..but he drove down here saturday to meet me when loraa was here.. and that made me smile. i just want to rub his head....awwhhh...sigh...i have a crush. oh no.
i hope we hang out a lot.
i like fun people.
cody just wasnt fun or energetic...i need some energy!
i have three huge hickies on my neck...suprised cody didnt say anything about them when i got my amp. hahah!
im sick now though...sore throat and a runny nose.
its gross.
i want to hang out with people and make music and now that i wont be seeing cody...i can do that...finally.

the game your team is travelling and if you havent played it..well you shall get it soon enough.