Me and My Heart

[sea_me_marie]

I am feeling moody tonight.
A taste of dissatisfaction with my life.
For some unknown reason.

I have truly little to say here, really.
So it's silly to be here.

I was hoping finding quietness here, would help me find cause for this feeling.

But it hasn't.
I have a fabulous life.
Truly.

But I long for things too.
Not just my loves.
Other things. Not things, things. You know.
Maybe I have too much in my life.
That takes time from me, and what I need.

And every so often, I do this.

I wonder if perhaps I need to de-clutter, and simplify.
And it never works out.
I end up miserable.
Worse off.

Where is the happy medium?
Between me, and my heart?