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Family matters involving money is always destructive, witness 2 incidents today. One, my colleague was on the phone and crying, talking to her mother, I think - moolah issues. The seconds one is in the form of a SMS - my sis messaged saying my unemployed dad is draining her finances.
Severed ties with my dad, unofficially, moved and out of sight. Doubt I’ll ever see him again… this lifetime
I’m leaving out details as it’s too personal... and trust me, I had no childhood.
Honestly, I envy happy families a lot... especially those with strong father-son relationship. I’m glad my ties with sis and mom ain’t sour… otherwise I’d be the most pathetic cockle on earth! Maybe ‘coz I’m deprived… I tend to place all my hopes on relationships… and you know what - I found my soul mate, finally… and a promise of 10 lifetimes.
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Tuesday evening... aircon still not fixed, but ceiling lamp yes -- so much drilling was done while I'm away and my room's covered with debris. I knocked off at 1230am, and it was near 2am when I got home -- was too tired to clean. He suggested that I bunk over his place for a night and I did. He picked me at 3am and I had a really good sleep!