save me......
"you latch on to any guy that comes along" ....... ouch.....right to the core. It's fucked up the way that some people think that they know me. He doesn't know my past, and doesn't know me. Doesn't know my circumstances, but seems to be able to say these things as if he knows me. For some reason this guy has learned how to hit my core feelings to hurt me. And I'm stunned for that time and can't say shit back to him. My brain floods with me past and frustration of the fact that he doesn't know the conversations i have with these guys. Whatev.......I can't say anything to him or defend myself. Nothing seems to hurt him back. Nothing phases him, and unless I find something that does, it won't stop. I've honestly told him to stop all calmly and shit, but he doesn't listen. He says okay and then he's back at it the next day. I'm screaming so loud on the inside for someone to save me from the pain i get when he brings these things up. He doesn't know my past, and he doesn't know me. Closed minded, not wanting to get to know me, and assuming that i am certain things just by first glance, or half truths. Save me, someone please. My pride is barely here still, and my happy personality is almost gone due to intense humiliation and frustration. There goes my personality and happiness. I need a miracle.....