[Personal diary entry - June 9, IS 479] Watching from the sidelines.
Diary,
Though I have often contemplated speaking up these past few weeks, I still believe I'm better off watching the ongoings of the castle from here a little while longer. The peak in activity there is baffling and seems otherwise impossible to follow. There are also so many new arrivals lately, both strange and displeasing.
The amount of drama happening pre-spring festival is getting tiring too. It does affect an important number of the castle inhabitants, but I think staying out of it instead of faking sympathy works best for now. (My head already hurts from the whole ressurrection incident which shall not be spoken of.)
The only matter that might concern me is Fred's sudden change of attitude to which I admit not having found a reasonable explanation. The gossips and whispers going on with the other NPC inhabitants on that topic is getting almost as confusing as Cecile's understandably understandable misunderstandings and makes it impossible to know what's true or false. I want to say that an investigation is in order, but the only detective in this castle is Kidd... Maybe I should ask Akagi, Mizuki or Kate... but that might be out of line. They do have a life of their own to live.
In the meantime, we'll see if the castle master will perhaps take things in hand. Father's comment the last time I spoke to him about the castle's happenings still hovers in my mind. I spent too much time during the war as an active participant. Let the children learn of their own mistakes for once. So many people, such as Juan, are already speaking up after all. It would be redundant to lecture them again. Besides, I have this feeling he might not appreciate my intervention, considering the last time...
I should go check up on Rakgi and Adonis. I'm aware that learning the ropes while young is excellent training for the future, but I'd like it if he joined the other children in broadening his horizons for a brief while.
Though I have often contemplated speaking up these past few weeks, I still believe I'm better off watching the ongoings of the castle from here a little while longer. The peak in activity there is baffling and seems otherwise impossible to follow. There are also so many new arrivals lately, both strange and displeasing.
The amount of drama happening pre-spring festival is getting tiring too. It does affect an important number of the castle inhabitants, but I think staying out of it instead of faking sympathy works best for now. (My head already hurts from the whole ressurrection incident which shall not be spoken of.)
The only matter that might concern me is Fred's sudden change of attitude to which I admit not having found a reasonable explanation. The gossips and whispers going on with the other NPC inhabitants on that topic is getting almost as confusing as Cecile's understandably understandable misunderstandings and makes it impossible to know what's true or false. I want to say that an investigation is in order, but the only detective in this castle is Kidd... Maybe I should ask Akagi, Mizuki or Kate... but that might be out of line. They do have a life of their own to live.
In the meantime, we'll see if the castle master will perhaps take things in hand. Father's comment the last time I spoke to him about the castle's happenings still hovers in my mind. I spent too much time during the war as an active participant. Let the children learn of their own mistakes for once. So many people, such as Juan, are already speaking up after all. It would be redundant to lecture them again. Besides, I have this feeling he might not appreciate my intervention, considering the last time...
I should go check up on Rakgi and Adonis. I'm aware that learning the ropes while young is excellent training for the future, but I'd like it if he joined the other children in broadening his horizons for a brief while.