[Personal diary entry - May 5, IS 479] Wishful thinking.
Diary,
Today: Mundane thoughts. Because, unlike everyone else, I don't happen to be as worried about Colton. There's nothing to be done about him until he comes back here. And that's only if he truly caused any harm to the castle inhabitants.
Also... What's the point of remaining angry about something that was already performed and for which I cannot do a single thing? This... is much better.
{ Father & Myriam - May 5th, IS 479 }
Sometimes, I wish I could provide father with grandchildren the way he wants me to do so. He seems so jolly and content when the children actually talk to him and listen, even if they happen to contradict him, to be confused by his words or to confuse him back. It's quite a sight. One I wouldn't mind reinacting with children of my own if I was ever so inclined toward the other sex.
I know what he was doing that day. It's quite obvious what he was attempting, but then again, I haven't told him yet. I don't think he'd take it badly, simply... that it would disappoint him a whole lot more than I want him to be.
I should go back and help them raise those carps. That black one seems ready to fall off.
Today: Mundane thoughts. Because, unlike everyone else, I don't happen to be as worried about Colton. There's nothing to be done about him until he comes back here. And that's only if he truly caused any harm to the castle inhabitants.
Also... What's the point of remaining angry about something that was already performed and for which I cannot do a single thing? This... is much better.
{ Father & Myriam - May 5th, IS 479 }
Sometimes, I wish I could provide father with grandchildren the way he wants me to do so. He seems so jolly and content when the children actually talk to him and listen, even if they happen to contradict him, to be confused by his words or to confuse him back. It's quite a sight. One I wouldn't mind reinacting with children of my own if I was ever so inclined toward the other sex.
I know what he was doing that day. It's quite obvious what he was attempting, but then again, I haven't told him yet. I don't think he'd take it badly, simply... that it would disappoint him a whole lot more than I want him to be.
I should go back and help them raise those carps. That black one seems ready to fall off.