i'm so thirsty. really. i don't know why i'm not even getting up to go get a drink.
this weekend i went by my grandma's house in staten island. i took the ferry over and it was really nice and i wish i went on the ferry more often, it reminds me of my childhood and nice things. i also got the new macbook because my sister wanted a computer and i complained to my dad that she shouldn't be getting a computer since she's only a freshman in high school, what does she need a computer for, but he said she's getting on whether i like it or not, and i guess we decided to get me a new one because it's more fair? it's dumb, really. i feel stupid for having this computer because there was no need for it, for any of this. basically i'm bored with life and myself.