Jan 01, 2004 20:00
happy fuckin' new year's.
mine wasn't all that bad, for once. a few parts i'd rather forget but for the most part, it was nice. got to hang out with all my lovely friends.. whom i haven't seen in a while, so that was cool. to make a long story short we ended up at jadie and brandon's apartment, though brandon's in florida visiting his mom.. but we drank (obviously), smoked cigarettes, bitched about random stuff, gave each other kisses, listened to music, and talked. y'know, the usual stuff. on a spur of the moment tasha and abby decide to go to florida.. without much planning. tasha's so cute & spontaneous. heh. so i guess they're in florida now. hope they're having a good time & get back safely.
i never got any sleep until finally around 6:30 i called trey and asked him if he could pick me up since he was leaving work to go home. so he did and i trudged out to his car in my jammies and he drove me home, gave me kisses, and went back to his house to sleep, since he had to work again tonight. i love that boy. it was sweet of him to do that.. i know he hates driving all the way to gaston to take me home, pick me up, etc.. but i was kindof car-less last night.
& hopefully, i won't have court on monday... $76/2 pts. for going 64 in a 40. he dropped it for me because he felt sorry. i know it was my fault but. yeah. trey called him, though, and i think it'll get dropped. he said just to have him call and leave a msg. confirming his authority, etc. so he called an hour ago. i mean, if i have to pay it, fine, i will.. atleast i have the money to do it, because i've been working more hours. 23 hrs. this past week, actually. but i'd stand a chance of not getting my full license in february. and i really need that. especially with the hours i work and all that bullshit.
oh and my fucking truck is messed up. something with the fuel tank. it's showing it's on empty when in fact, it has gas in it. so my dad or trey or somebody has to fix the wires, if that's the problem, or figure out what's wrong with it. but i have to wait til this weekend when somebody has time to. i hate being dependent and incompetent when it comes to cars but, y'know, i'm not a mechanic or anything. :/
ha. you know how the phone lines were all busy around 12pm last night? well.. i couldn't get thru to trey and when i finally did, i got his voicemail, so i was kindof fed up and left the silliest message (though it can't top tasha's dog message, hahaha). i was like 'fuck you fuckface, not answering yr phone on new year's. anyways, this is yr girlfriend. happy new year's, i love you, kbye.' i was a little buzzed. emotions blur and ebb when you're like that, you know. i even cried this morning. i'm such a dork. but i laughed and smiled and was happy too. or maybe it's just me. cause i do that a lot. uh...
& i got my tibetan book of living and dying back, yay.