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The Reality
A year and a half and I protected her and never to hurt you.
Now your leaving me and I'm not sure what I'm left with other than this guilt and pathetic need to tell you I love you. I wasted time and protected her.I protected her because i had the choice to make.We all have our families to bear but now your leaving and i can't take back what i did. You may never know what you meant to me and how close i felt when i was near you. You may never have known what the 2 months we spent together meant to me. You will never know how fondly i think about you and the many times a day I think about you. Now you are leaving. I need to talk to you and you are dying from the insides that betrayed you. I am worried about making my peace so selfishly and you are dying to live. Your dying and you'll never know what you meant to me because I can never tell you with out it seeming I want something from you. I don't want any thing from you. I want something for you. I want you to know what you mean to me. I want you to know the times I thought about you. I want you to know the lies that are going on around you. I love you and you are leaving me. Your dying. Your dying and i can't take back what i have done. I'm dying for you to live.
A year and a half and I protected her and never to hurt you.
Now your leaving me and I'm not sure what I'm left with other than this guilt and pathetic need to tell you I love you. I wasted time and protected her.I protected her because i had the choice to make.We all have our families to bear but now your leaving and i can't take back what i did. You may never know what you meant to me and how close i felt when i was near you. You may never have known what the 2 months we spent together meant to me. You will never know how fondly i think about you and the many times a day I think about you. Now you are leaving. I need to talk to you and you are dying from the insides that betrayed you. I am worried about making my peace so selfishly and you are dying to live. Your dying and you'll never know what you meant to me because I can never tell you with out it seeming I want something from you. I don't want any thing from you. I want something for you. I want you to know what you mean to me. I want you to know the times I thought about you. I want you to know the lies that are going on around you. I love you and you are leaving me. Your dying. Your dying and i can't take back what i have done. I'm dying for you to live.