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This is what I do. I sit around all day waiting for things to change. I do everything I can to help them change, but nothing works. Im tired of trying to figure out whats wrong with me, Im tired of trying to figure out away to fix it, and Im tired of everyone being to busy to care. I wake up in the morning and eat soup everyday for breakfast because Im to afraid to eat anything else. I feel pathetic, worthless, helpless, hopeless, and like Im waisting my life and theres nothing I can do about it. I have spent the last 4 months of my life, the entire summer, suffering. Im not saying I want people to feel sorry for me, I just wish I could see my friends sometimes, a little more often then every 2-3 weeks. I wish that I could at least hear from them more often, if I call I wish they would return my phone calls. I wish that things turned out the way I hope they would. But I have come to realize that wishes dont come true. So I will just around all day and wait for things to change.