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wow. long time, no post.
a lot has happened since whenever it was i last had access to a computer. mine is temporarily retarded (again) so i have to resort to the library at mesa. the library where it is currently about one thousand degrees.
anyway.
i had an appointment with planned parenthood last thursday. after sitting there for 3 hours, they decided that since i have all my fucked up health problems, it would be better if i had the surgical abortion than the medical one i was planning on having. thats good though, because its a lot less painful and its over with quickly.
so they made an appointment for me for friday morning at the surgical clinic. i called in sick from work, and sam went with me. that way, i could get drucg since i wouldn't have to drive myself home. it went really quickly, and only really hurt for about 5 minutes. until i got home, that is.
so sam spent all weekend with me, from thursday afternoon through this morning. he decided when he gets kicked out (sometime this week) that he wants to stay in san diego. he'll be living at my mom's with me (but in a separate room...thanks mom). he'll probably be getting a job at dial as well. at least till he can find something better.
we went to see the pacifier yesterday. it was the perfect end to a really good day. until we got home. then his mom called, telling him that she was in the hospital because her arthritis was so bad she couldn't move, his stepdad's alzheimers was so bad he couldn't do anything, his grandpa died, and his pregnant sister got the shit beat out of her by her boyfriend. she also told him he needed to move home with her and help her out. he came in the house after that phone call and was sobbing. then i convinced him to call his dad, and his dad cleared a lot of stuff up. his mom was in the hospital for a day, and she's out now and moving and driving fine. his sister was fine, she just got smacked across the face, and nothing happened to her baby. his grandpa died a month ago, and he was notified about that when it happened. and as for the step dad, that was true, but everyone has known it for quite some time. his dad was actually supportive when he told him about wanting to stay here, and told him to make sure he's doing what makes him happy. wow, haven't i been saying that all along?
anyway, sam has duty today and is most likely going out to sea tomorrow through thursday. the break from eachother is good, but i miss him already. i love that boy so much.
a lot has happened since whenever it was i last had access to a computer. mine is temporarily retarded (again) so i have to resort to the library at mesa. the library where it is currently about one thousand degrees.
anyway.
i had an appointment with planned parenthood last thursday. after sitting there for 3 hours, they decided that since i have all my fucked up health problems, it would be better if i had the surgical abortion than the medical one i was planning on having. thats good though, because its a lot less painful and its over with quickly.
so they made an appointment for me for friday morning at the surgical clinic. i called in sick from work, and sam went with me. that way, i could get drucg since i wouldn't have to drive myself home. it went really quickly, and only really hurt for about 5 minutes. until i got home, that is.
so sam spent all weekend with me, from thursday afternoon through this morning. he decided when he gets kicked out (sometime this week) that he wants to stay in san diego. he'll be living at my mom's with me (but in a separate room...thanks mom). he'll probably be getting a job at dial as well. at least till he can find something better.
we went to see the pacifier yesterday. it was the perfect end to a really good day. until we got home. then his mom called, telling him that she was in the hospital because her arthritis was so bad she couldn't move, his stepdad's alzheimers was so bad he couldn't do anything, his grandpa died, and his pregnant sister got the shit beat out of her by her boyfriend. she also told him he needed to move home with her and help her out. he came in the house after that phone call and was sobbing. then i convinced him to call his dad, and his dad cleared a lot of stuff up. his mom was in the hospital for a day, and she's out now and moving and driving fine. his sister was fine, she just got smacked across the face, and nothing happened to her baby. his grandpa died a month ago, and he was notified about that when it happened. and as for the step dad, that was true, but everyone has known it for quite some time. his dad was actually supportive when he told him about wanting to stay here, and told him to make sure he's doing what makes him happy. wow, haven't i been saying that all along?
anyway, sam has duty today and is most likely going out to sea tomorrow through thursday. the break from eachother is good, but i miss him already. i love that boy so much.