Feb 18, 2005 08:39
scratch the wedding on the 27th. turns out sam is going to be out to sea.
however, i don't even know if there will be one at all. sam has personal demons he has to face, and right now he's secluding himself from everyone and everything, staying on the ship. he gave away his car. he's not answering phone calls. i wish there was some way i could help him, or at least talk to him. matt said there's no way in hell sam's going to marry me, but he'll pay child support. why do i have problems believing that? maybe i'll get matt to take me to the ship so i can drag him off to talk to me. we'll see.
on another note:
today is my last day in hell i mean fairfield. and darrell is taking me out to lunch at karl strauss!