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i love that kid. so so much. he just called me from the middle of the ocean because he saw that he had signal and wanted to hear my voice. *sighs*
however. i've been getting mixed signals from him. so like...4 ish days ago he was talking to cristy and said i was smothering him. the very next night, as we were going to bed, he pulled me close to him and said "we're so married". um, hi? how the fuck am i smothering you if you say all that shit? you're the one telling me you love me after knowing me for 3 hours. you're the one wanting me to meet your family in colorado and louisiana. you're the one telling me you're thinking about relationship stuff you shouldn't think about 2 weeks into the relationship. you're the one talking to my roommates and friends when i'm not around about getting married in a month in a half. you're the one who got upset when you thought i couldn't have kids. you're the one wanting every night to get married tomorrow. and i'm smothering you?
i mean, i don't feel like he's smothering me, because i could totally see myself wanting to spend the rest of my life with him. but in time. for god's sake, i've been dating the kid for less than a month. these things take time. but it doesn't bother me. i'm just saying, if anything, i'm not the one doing the smothering. granted, i tell him how much i love him a lot, and i wouldn't let him leave the other night. but in comparison to all the shit he says and does, thats hardly me smothering him. whatever.
and brian. fuck! i.have.a.boyfriend. translation: keep your hands/lips/other body parts away from me. don't try to take advantage of the fact that sam is out to sea for a few days and won't be here all that much in the next week or so. i love him. he can, and will, kick your ass. you may be tall and strong, but he's a lot stronger. he also has more reason to kick your ass. and quite frankly, you're not worth throwing away my relationship.
that being said, i'm going to bed.
however. i've been getting mixed signals from him. so like...4 ish days ago he was talking to cristy and said i was smothering him. the very next night, as we were going to bed, he pulled me close to him and said "we're so married". um, hi? how the fuck am i smothering you if you say all that shit? you're the one telling me you love me after knowing me for 3 hours. you're the one wanting me to meet your family in colorado and louisiana. you're the one telling me you're thinking about relationship stuff you shouldn't think about 2 weeks into the relationship. you're the one talking to my roommates and friends when i'm not around about getting married in a month in a half. you're the one who got upset when you thought i couldn't have kids. you're the one wanting every night to get married tomorrow. and i'm smothering you?
i mean, i don't feel like he's smothering me, because i could totally see myself wanting to spend the rest of my life with him. but in time. for god's sake, i've been dating the kid for less than a month. these things take time. but it doesn't bother me. i'm just saying, if anything, i'm not the one doing the smothering. granted, i tell him how much i love him a lot, and i wouldn't let him leave the other night. but in comparison to all the shit he says and does, thats hardly me smothering him. whatever.
and brian. fuck! i.have.a.boyfriend. translation: keep your hands/lips/other body parts away from me. don't try to take advantage of the fact that sam is out to sea for a few days and won't be here all that much in the next week or so. i love him. he can, and will, kick your ass. you may be tall and strong, but he's a lot stronger. he also has more reason to kick your ass. and quite frankly, you're not worth throwing away my relationship.
that being said, i'm going to bed.