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well i am on the edge. i am about just jump of a bridge. i hate being told i can do something and then get all excited for it and then get told i am not allowed to. fuck you. i didnt do anything to make me not able to go. you wanted good grades, i fucking got them. you wanted me to get along with my sister, i did. you wanted me to mow your fucking lawn to earn money, i did 8 times at 50$ a mow you said and have still seen nothing of it. you wanted me to get a jopb and i did. i dont know what you want but whatever it is im not going to give it to you. i am to the point where i just need to be alone for a long time and.... wait what am i saying i dont need to be alone i need to be away. away from you. i dont want you to sit there and tell me its about my grades any more because i have better than what you asked for. so fuck it , im done, with you, with everyone. i should just go away. where im alone, maybe at the bottom of a river.fuck your merry christmas.