sounds like somebodys got a case of the mondays

Sep 13, 2004 19:12

sometimes I just think I deserve bettter, though I think about it and I really don't because I've done nothing to need bettter. sometimes that grand ol picture box on my plastic shelf is my only friend because alot of the time I have no one to talk to who'd accually care anything about me. The walls don't even like me sometimes. At least I can feel comfortable for the most part. I do complain all too much when I shouldn't, just be greatfull for what I have and understand that its not as bad as what I really deserve.

I like to think I'm important but that doesn't matter, I prolly shouldn't care as much as I do as to what other people think, only about what God thinks.

some things make me happy, but its hard for me to focus on anything these days, I forget alot of stuff. I feel like an old man because I need to write everything down to remind me of what I need to do that day, not to mention my bad athritis. Yeah I live on the second floor and it might not be more than 12 steps for some of these young strong freshemen who think they're too cool to ride the elivator with me, but call me lazy all I want I'll ride it anyway. I guess I am jus lazy anyway.

A good laugh is always good too.
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