Every living thing dies alone
It seems like the whole world is against me sometimes. Why can't I ever just catch a break every now and then? I want to think at some points of my day everything is just fine and even if I have stuff to do, I wish I could just sit and sleep and do nothing all day, though I've done that a bit too much that I already should have. Too much thinking and not enough doing.
Its the end of my day now...another one in the books. It finally feels like this semester is back in the swing of things. Mainly because there is a chance for a quiz tomorrow in english when I haven't read the first chapter that we were spouse to read, mostly because I procrastinated doing it, and secondly because I don't have an english book yet. Maybe its not my fault I can't afford to buy the book yet along with other books, but I'll just ask someone who read it or at least tried, to summarize it. Oh well, you have to start off with a bad grade sometime.
I saw the best movie today, one of my top five ever I think. Donnie Darko, the movie kinda gets you thinking. There really isn't anyway to explain it, but I think I'm going to keep watching it over and over again.
I want to make myself believe that I'm ok that everything will work out but there are so many different little things that piss me off, but at the sametime things that accually make me smile and have fun for the time being.
I hope to spend the next day making my life better by just a little bit. Keep my head on straight and my eyes on the light, I'll be ok. If only the noise could stop and you could hear my pain, but you can't, it dosen't really matter anyway. Relax, watch some movies, maybe hang with friends, maybe stacey will be able to come see me, I can't remember if she works or not i don't think so. Spend some time with some christians at night and hope I make a difference somehow. Goodnight.
Its the end of my day now...another one in the books. It finally feels like this semester is back in the swing of things. Mainly because there is a chance for a quiz tomorrow in english when I haven't read the first chapter that we were spouse to read, mostly because I procrastinated doing it, and secondly because I don't have an english book yet. Maybe its not my fault I can't afford to buy the book yet along with other books, but I'll just ask someone who read it or at least tried, to summarize it. Oh well, you have to start off with a bad grade sometime.
I saw the best movie today, one of my top five ever I think. Donnie Darko, the movie kinda gets you thinking. There really isn't anyway to explain it, but I think I'm going to keep watching it over and over again.
I want to make myself believe that I'm ok that everything will work out but there are so many different little things that piss me off, but at the sametime things that accually make me smile and have fun for the time being.
I hope to spend the next day making my life better by just a little bit. Keep my head on straight and my eyes on the light, I'll be ok. If only the noise could stop and you could hear my pain, but you can't, it dosen't really matter anyway. Relax, watch some movies, maybe hang with friends, maybe stacey will be able to come see me, I can't remember if she works or not i don't think so. Spend some time with some christians at night and hope I make a difference somehow. Goodnight.