At the end of our day
Sometimes I just really hate football, like in a way that if it was never invited, that my life would be a lot better. Maybe only for the little things, but they matter to me too. I would be able to free my mind from things I don’t really need to be worrying about. There are a lot more things people could do to better this world than playing or watching football. I just don’t get it? Why do I do some things and not even know truly why or how I do it. The things I do don’t really help me at all, though I’m sure I’m not helping others at the same time either. The more I think I know, I really don’t at all. It doesn’t even have to matter that much, just to give me some type of knowledge of what I’m really doing sometimes. I way out of my mind, just a way out of my prison of a dorm room sometimes as well. Only to know of why the snow is still falling when its not all that cold outside. I’d rather sit in here and watch it, instead of go outside and have fun, if I truly knew what fun was, I know for one that football isn’t fun at all.
I finally realize how pathetic my life can be at this point of the day that I’m relaxed to the point where I am bored, and right in the middle of the movie in which that I’m somewhat interested in the cable goes out, why I don’t have a clue, but it just did. This leaves me just to find the remote to the stereo and pick up the good book and look for guidance. On days like this I wish I wasn’t so poor, and that I had gas to waste just to drive like I did on the day when I first had my truck back working…though I do have some but no need to go all the way to Ahoskie, but I’ll sit here alone in my dark room and shine the best I can.
No more tests midterms are over, though all my teachers gave test this week instead of last week so my midterm grades don’t reflect my performance as well as it should. Though I still know I should do a lot better and stop being so lazy.
Good news is that mrs. Jannet, I think her name is, called me and told me that I basically have the job at triple r ranch this summer. That’s really great. Only one more class tomorrow morning, and then its all the way back home for me, Sadness it is because I’d rather much so be here, but just not possible. But I know what I have to do, I just need to do it whether I want to or not.
That’s all for now I guess.
I finally realize how pathetic my life can be at this point of the day that I’m relaxed to the point where I am bored, and right in the middle of the movie in which that I’m somewhat interested in the cable goes out, why I don’t have a clue, but it just did. This leaves me just to find the remote to the stereo and pick up the good book and look for guidance. On days like this I wish I wasn’t so poor, and that I had gas to waste just to drive like I did on the day when I first had my truck back working…though I do have some but no need to go all the way to Ahoskie, but I’ll sit here alone in my dark room and shine the best I can.
No more tests midterms are over, though all my teachers gave test this week instead of last week so my midterm grades don’t reflect my performance as well as it should. Though I still know I should do a lot better and stop being so lazy.
Good news is that mrs. Jannet, I think her name is, called me and told me that I basically have the job at triple r ranch this summer. That’s really great. Only one more class tomorrow morning, and then its all the way back home for me, Sadness it is because I’d rather much so be here, but just not possible. But I know what I have to do, I just need to do it whether I want to or not.
That’s all for now I guess.