My story about Ashley (Not Poticher) Becaues Feelings just resurfaced...

Mar 23, 2005 09:51

Ashley, in short, is the only girl who has ever thought of me as a prospective boyfriend, and aparently she still does to an extent. So, she and I have known eachtoher since early summer before 9th grade. ^_^ Yes, i know, Im stupid. I didnt just know how she felt, untill she left and I realized that I liked her as much as she liked/ likes me. She was always hanging allover me and stuff and I thought nothing of it, but i guess it was because I was still too hung up on other girls tpo notice that I had the only girl I needed right in front of my face the whole time. Well, i just saw her recently and *thank god* she didnt recognize me immediately. But I know her brother Jake, and i'm forcing him to play the role of 'matchmaker' becaues I still like her.

Well, I saw her at the lock-in sunday(I wasnt supposed to go, but i did anyways.I sure am glad I did it too...) **BTW- Her pic is my desktop background now... ^_^heh... ** So, I saw her there and I was thinking, "i know her from somewhere, dont I?" You see, she changed a lot over the short time I missed her, but so did I. So, I spent the whole night trying to get information from Jake about her. Fortunately for me, I was playing 'hard to get' and I kept her interested in me. I heard her call to me, but I didnt go over there(mainly because I didnt know the ppl she was hanging out with) And i think that was what initiated the whole scenario I'm currently working in here. She told Jake to give me her E-mail Yesterday, because I gave him My phone # to give to her.

I was thinking just how Ironic it was that Steven told me to go out with her when she was still the way we used to be. I was trying for Diem tho, so I didnt want to. Damn me, huh? Well, I had my chance then, but rerfused to take it. Now i realized that If I want her, I gotta take things into my own hands. No holding back anymore, I promised her that. I mean it too... But you know i cant say I love her yet, because that thing with me. But I would in a heartbeat if she felt the same...

Well, this is my story, but I feel I left things out, so please comment soon, so i can fill 'em out fr ya!
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