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So I just spent two days throwing up, sick to my stomach over god knows what I ate. I was on the phone with my doctor friend and she asks, so, how are you, and I tell her, Better now, at least I'm done throwing up and she sta, that's not what I asked. It felt like I got sucker punched. I knew what she meant. And it hurt. Like it was my fault, like I had done something to lose him, you know. Stupid but there you have it.

Just. That.

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