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[sdlucly]

I think of... I'm thinking of lying down on the bed and having someone next to me, of that person turning around and sliding their arm across my body, my chest, of hearing them breath next to me, against my shoulder or my neck as I lay there, looking up at the ceiling, waiting to fall asleep.

I think about that and take in a deep breath and think, the second that happens, I'm writing it here, so I can read it later on, so you can know that I'm good, I'm well, I'm healing.