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Okay, so I've been MIA for almost two whole months. Before this... well, before this I was at home, sure, so I used to check on my friend more often (and yet, not as often as I once did, years ago) and write and post. Hell, just now I remembered that I had this short stories that focused on Seth, remember them? Dude. I was planning on writing two more but then Jose arrived and that whole month was centered on him. And then I started working full time...
I do not remember the last time work was this much work. No, really. I really liked working at the lab, but compared with MyM? Dude, it was a piece of cake. Really. We have about 25 projects opened at any given time, and I have to be on top of EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM. Talk about a workload! The pay is great, though, so that totally makes up for it.
And with more money, comes me no longer owing the credit cards companies and buying clothes. College, what college? LOL No, I mean, I am going to finish, sure, but it's like... it's almost like I'm out of it, like I already graduated. Stupid 4 courses. Everything is so different now, that I'm working but I'm not worrying about college at all. I don't have to worry about tests or exams or anything like that. It's amazing.
What else? Well, I think Jose had gotten used to my life revolving around him. I mean, it did, the previous five months. The second I stopped going to school, all I had to focus on was him. And maybe that's why those five months were so horrible. Every thing he said, every tone of voice, every snide comment, was multiplied by how focused I was on him. If he said the wrong him, or implied the wrong thing, it was like he was slicing me open. But now? I know, I can hear him be a little bit pissed or indifferent or whatever, but truth is, I don't quite care. I have so much on my mind, and I'm so HAPPY with my life right now, that even if he rains on it, I'm still happy. So when he gets a bit like an asshole and goes all, "oh, and where were YOU?", I just ignore him and says, "Well, out, where else? Oh, gotta go. Talk to ya tomorrow! BYE!!!" and done! It doesn't even bother me.
DUDE, I HAVE A LIFE. And that FEELS GREAT.
*bounces*
I do not remember the last time work was this much work. No, really. I really liked working at the lab, but compared with MyM? Dude, it was a piece of cake. Really. We have about 25 projects opened at any given time, and I have to be on top of EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM. Talk about a workload! The pay is great, though, so that totally makes up for it.
And with more money, comes me no longer owing the credit cards companies and buying clothes. College, what college? LOL No, I mean, I am going to finish, sure, but it's like... it's almost like I'm out of it, like I already graduated. Stupid 4 courses. Everything is so different now, that I'm working but I'm not worrying about college at all. I don't have to worry about tests or exams or anything like that. It's amazing.
What else? Well, I think Jose had gotten used to my life revolving around him. I mean, it did, the previous five months. The second I stopped going to school, all I had to focus on was him. And maybe that's why those five months were so horrible. Every thing he said, every tone of voice, every snide comment, was multiplied by how focused I was on him. If he said the wrong him, or implied the wrong thing, it was like he was slicing me open. But now? I know, I can hear him be a little bit pissed or indifferent or whatever, but truth is, I don't quite care. I have so much on my mind, and I'm so HAPPY with my life right now, that even if he rains on it, I'm still happy. So when he gets a bit like an asshole and goes all, "oh, and where were YOU?", I just ignore him and says, "Well, out, where else? Oh, gotta go. Talk to ya tomorrow! BYE!!!" and done! It doesn't even bother me.
DUDE, I HAVE A LIFE. And that FEELS GREAT.
*bounces*