[oc] It can't always be so clear

[sdlucly]

So, every year for the past five (or is it four? I think it's five) years, I've done this, even though it's only been four season. It has been fun each and every time. *nods* This one was no exception.

To the straightest episode ever, here it is!!!

Title: It can't always be so clear
Author: M. F. Luder
Pairing: Ryan/Seth
Rating: NC-17
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[sdlucly]

*giggles madly* Dude, afraid? *giggles* It's not like I was going to kill Ryan, was it? *ponders*

It was, well, a challenge, to say the least. But I knew for a fact that I had to do it, write Ryan seeing Taylor and being torn and enjoying it at the same time. And it was actually so much fun doing it so. *g*

Yeah, I made Ryan act 16 when he should have been 18, but, dude! When you're in love (or at least in like) you act like you're nothing but a 15 yo girl with a crush. Ryan said so himself. *g*

After that first scene, with Ryan so... well, out of himself is one way to put it, and then the one with Kirsten in there and Ryan so very trying to conceal it, (second time that happens to him, I remember a scene like that but with Lindsay, and how he was definitely trying to cover that he was totally hard), how not go where we know he would have gone hiding? *giggles*

Nah, you might have mentioned it, but I could never pair up Ryan with anyone but Seth. It's just not in my book. *g*

The closet was bound to happen. I don't care what the writers showed, but something definitely happened there! I mean, come on! Taylor said it herself, "his body as a jungle gym"? *giggles* It didn't actually hurt. I like giving Ryan a girl to be with, as long as he's still very much in love with Seth and missing him after. *nods*

[60schic]

It's not like I was going to kill Ryan, was it? - Ha! I wouldn't put it past you. But no, I meant more that I wasn't sure how slashy you'd make it and I didn't want there to be negative feedback for you.

18 is still pretty close to 16 as far as raging hormones go. And for that matter, I wonder just how many times Ben had to cover up a hard-on.

[sdlucly]

*giggles* I didn't, I think that's a lot. *g* Speaks of my streght of character.

Well, like I said, I wanted to stay within canon, which was the tricky part, to write the slash in a way that could/might fit canon. Then again, I do have a thing for unrequited love. *g*

It was so much! *giggles* To think about Ryan and having "that" problem and needing, well, some alone time. *g*

Ben? At least once, that one time with Lindsay when Kirsten walks in, remember? I clairly remember a buldge. I might have to check it out. *giggles madly*