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I know most of you know that I wanted to write "Look over here" as slash. I fear that might not happen. Turns out, I love breaking Seth almost as much as I love breaking Ryan, but this time around, I think I went a bit too far with that. No, really. Seth might never recover. I think that's the reason why I can't, in good conscience, turn the story into slash. And believe me when I say that I've tried. I keep going over images and ideas and more and more and this and that but it all ends up with Seth more broken than he should (and I'd love to say more, but I can't, I won't, I don't want to give too much) and even more broken that I had planned for him to be. But it's turning out like that, and I'm loving every minute, so maybe no, maybe I can't write it as slash.
I have hope, but still. God. How do I--? And where are you, babe? I need someone to tell me that this story is too sick for you to actually want to beta!? *giggles*
Anyway, off to study. Another day and then it's done. Just one more day. Well, 30 more hours, to be exact. *g*
I have hope, but still. God. How do I--? And where are you, babe? I need someone to tell me that this story is too sick for you to actually want to beta!? *giggles*
Anyway, off to study. Another day and then it's done. Just one more day. Well, 30 more hours, to be exact. *g*