lonely
Spring is creeping up on me and i should be loving every day before it's gone for good.
But for some reason im not happy with much of anything anymore.
I hate that i feel like i am stuck with this crappy feeling where i think im happy for a while but then it goes away.
I'm also scared too because Im feeling like I did a few years ago.
This should be the time of year that I am carefree and happy but all i can feel is everything but that.
I am so frustrated with myself.
There is no reason for me to be unhappy.
none.
I suck.
And I miss a lot of things.
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