Hey, I have a curious question for my bi/gay/les/TG friends and readers. When did you start noticing the same sex as - well...interesting
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I wasn't interested in sex at all until probably about half-way through 13 years of age, when my hormones began to kick in. I remember that my friend and I met when I was in grade 7, and I would have been 12 at the time. In those early years, sex was the last thing on our minds. Four years later though, was another story. While I never did have a sexual encounter with this particular friend, it was certainly not for a lack of desire on my part. There just wasn't any way (that I knew of) to broach the subject without the possibility of very bad repercussions, so I kept my desires to myself. That didn't stop me from doing a lot of private fantasizing though! We used to have a lot of "sleep-overs", and though I never saw him naked, I saw him in his underwear often enough to know that he was particularly well-endowed.
We were poking around beind a warehouse one day when we found an old Hustler magazine. In the magazine was an ad parody for Jockey Shorts, "For the Man who's Hung Like a Horse!" the ad said, and that made me wonder what the big deal was. A little research at the library soon let me see what the big deal was, and that was probably the start of my size-queen fixation. I had always found horses attractive, but seeing that massive cock in those sexually-formative years set me down another path altogether.
It was pretty awful going through my teen years in the mid-80's, in Canada's equivalent of the American Bible-Belt. You didn't dare make your orientation known without being sure of the other party's orientation, lest you be setting yourself up for a world of hurt. These "kids" these days have it so much easier; people are (slowly) becoming more accepting, and the Internet has made it so much easier to come out and find others.
I'd be happy to chat with you in more detail elsewhere Shadowwalker. You know where to find me. :)
[chuckles] I grew up in the bible-belt of Kentucky so I know /exactly what you went though, in all aspects./
You brought back surprising memories too, and why I too am a size queen at times. But lets face it. Stallions are not only beautiful, but they have this /air/ around them of power, grace, charm. I can't help but to feel humbled by them at times :).
Yes, I know exactly where to talk to you later ;). BTW love that icon. First time I saw it, but worth the wait (hehe)
I'm getting more and more of an understanding on my character's feelings now, what she's going though as well. I'm still having to figure out how the society is at this time since this is one time era I havent' explored at all. I'm looking forward to it now.
We were poking around beind a warehouse one day when we found an old Hustler magazine. In the magazine was an ad parody for Jockey Shorts, "For the Man who's Hung Like a Horse!" the ad said, and that made me wonder what the big deal was. A little research at the library soon let me see what the big deal was, and that was probably the start of my size-queen fixation. I had always found horses attractive, but seeing that massive cock in those sexually-formative years set me down another path altogether.
It was pretty awful going through my teen years in the mid-80's, in Canada's equivalent of the American Bible-Belt. You didn't dare make your orientation known without being sure of the other party's orientation, lest you be setting yourself up for a world of hurt. These "kids" these days have it so much easier; people are (slowly) becoming more accepting, and the Internet has made it so much easier to come out and find others.
I'd be happy to chat with you in more detail elsewhere Shadowwalker. You know where to find me. :)
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You brought back surprising memories too, and why I too am a size queen at times. But lets face it. Stallions are not only beautiful, but they have this /air/ around them of power, grace, charm. I can't help but to feel humbled by them at times :).
Yes, I know exactly where to talk to you later ;). BTW love that icon. First time I saw it, but worth the wait (hehe)
I'm getting more and more of an understanding on my character's feelings now, what she's going though as well. I'm still having to figure out how the society is at this time since this is one time era I havent' explored at all. I'm looking forward to it now.
- Shado
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